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Sunday, January 09, 2005:tHaIlAnD hErE i CuM
by e tym u read dis entry, i ll nt be in singapore le but i ll be faraway so dun bother to look fer mi... take care

hahah. does dis phrase sounds lyk a typical chinese sitcom dialogue whn e actors read letters n den dey ll cry aft dat? hahah act i dun expect any1 to cringe fer mi la. heez.

quite excited on gg to thailand cos it is a totally new experience n it is an outfield wif mi fellow armi pple. quite sad gy cant pei us la. sighz! marcus fr church saes dere got a lot of nice things... hmm.. gdgd.

another reason y i wan to go is cos i juz quarlled wif mi dad fer e 1st tym in mi life la. i dun feel victorious aft dat but i felt shocked n amazed la. was quite sad. even tho it is feng ping lang jing le but i can still feel e strin. mayb it is mi, i dunno. hopefully dis tym can bridge e gap to be lyk b4. ya hmm..

oso dere r sum feelings dat i wan to forget n i hope mi 22 days dere can erase all of em. it has been a long tym since i wan to do it but i cant. mayb a change of environment is gd fer mi.. hahah.

but i m quite sad cos pple r leavin back to other countries to study again. sighz lyk cheng si. i ve onli lyk met u once since u came back n june oso. sighz. din really ve a heart to heart tok wif jasmine oso. haiz. onli brushed past her n han xuan wif her in church. nvm next sem break la.

oh ya n i wish all e officer cadets hu r commissionin lyk real soon a happi commissionin parade. officers le wor muz treat mi whn i cum back k? hahaha.

p.s. wei dong, sorry arh too used to use this kind of language already. hahhahaa.


heavenknows

4:40 PM




Thursday, January 06, 2005:AmBiVaLeNcE
dis is mi act feelin now cos i feelin veri weird now. hmm.. excited, sad, tired blah blah blah... n b4 u all tink wad e hell m i doin here on a wee hr in thurs mornin n nt in army, well i defintiely din awol la. ya no la since i m gg to thailand fer exercise next mon i m given embarkation off. yeah!

went back to camp on mon nite aft a veri long break. felt weird juz lyk e 1st dae of skl. hahha. e camp has turned colder mayb bcuz alot of pple r havin e ord mood le. hmm... mi turn ll cum next yr lor. jerome makes e trip sounds so fun made mi so anticipated but den again feelin quite xian oso. hahha. tdy all of us r given 3 condoms each. rem i heard stories lyk dey r fer collectin water but it is BULLSHIT! dey r given to us juz fer preventionary measures lor.. hahah. dunno wad to do wif em act. hahah.

mi dad was warded to hospital fer appendicitis tdy n i onli kenw it whn i came home. ll visit him tmr la. din felt realli worried noein it is nt serious 1 la but den again pray dat all ll turn out fine. n to tink i was lyk realli mad @ him 3 days ago. hahahhah. sighz, life is juz so unpredictable.

hope dat i can make full use of dis off wif mi family. but ll definitely go fer vj sea reagatta on fri. hope dat mi grand-grand juniors ll do a job as gd as us or even better. still tink dat mi batch ct councillore damn zai! hahahhaz, dunno y oso.

realli tired but cant slp yet. ZZZZzzzzz....



heavenknows

1:25 AM




Sunday, January 02, 2005:A nEw BegInNiNg
* 1 min silence*

on e 26th of dec, a earthquake n a tsunami broke out and had killed thousands. not forgettin those hu r still lost out there. it is indeed a gloomy way to end e yr. i pray fer e missin pple dat dey wl be found, n fer those hu survived but lost their family members and/or frens dat dey ll find condolences in wadeva dey believe in.

dis is no wonder y in those affected countries celebrations r called off n here, it is sort of muted down. nt dat i m complainin since yesterdae was mi bdae. i understand e whole plight n i dun expect e whole singapore to celebrate mi bdae fer mi.

aniwae went to town on new yr eve n found dat e atmosphere was all gone n e rain made matter worse. it had been rainin... hmm maybe shang di zai wei wo men er liu lei!? yup. tks von for plannin e dinner wif e gang even tho we dun noe wad to do aft dat. hahhaha.

juz when i tot mi bdae is gg to pass by quite peacefully n nth excitin happened,i was wrong! went out fer lunch wif mi class yesterdae. so long nvr see em la. had lunch @ fish n co. e staff dere noes it was mi bdae cos of e cake dat yaliang n wenyi bought fer mi. tks btw! n yao cong warned mi dat @ tm e fish n co. dere ll cheer n rap fer e bdae person. i was so confident dat dat ll nt happen to mi but i was wrong! all e staff stood beside out table n i knew sth was amiss le. i was given a sparkler n i was asked to stand on e chair! i was quite stunned n e whole fish n co. looked @ mi n whn dat was still nt enuff dey even cheered n rapped fer mi! i din noe whr to put mi face la! i was so malu n e cheerin n rappiin reminded mi of ogl but dis is diff i dun noe most of e pple in e stupid restaurant!

but i was touched more than malu aft dat la. all e staff members signed n wished mi happi bdae on a postcard n gave mi a free tobassco n a small fish soft toy. hmmm... maybe dats whr e service charge goes to but den ya tks fer makin mi bdae quite an unforgettable 1. hahahha
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heavenknows

1:11 AM




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