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Wednesday, June 25, 2008:randomness
hahahha.... here i am again. that shows how bored i am! heez. cant wait to take the plane tmr!! muahhah...

i am just very lazy to pack my luggage. dun feel like doing anything other than nuah-ing. lol had been sleeping like a pig yesterday and then woke up at 730am today.. den now at 11am i am feeling tired again! heeeez.

ya lahh... i admit that in my household i think i sleep the most. muahhhahhaa... like the feeling of nuahing on bed and think about everything under the sun (ok... moon most of the time) just before i doze off to lala-land...

haha... y am i talking about these? HAHAHHAH... cant believe it.

okok.. before i end. a quote that i like from the show!

我是说你不能喜欢我,但我又没说我不能爱上你。

haahhahahahhahahhahha... a totally random entry. lalalallala..

the next entry will be typed in singapore!
till then!


heavenknows

5:54 PM




Tuesday, June 24, 2008:fated to love you
argghhhh!

now i have to wait for every Tuesday to watch the show! roarrrr..... plus it is ending sooon!! haizz!!


heavenknows

12:34 AM




Monday, June 23, 2008:命中注定我爱你
emo entry ahead. be forewarned. and it will be in chinese. =p

多几天就要回新加坡了。
好兴奋哦。
这几天不是作project ,就是跟朋友出门吃饭之类的。
其余的时间呢?

我已经迷上了台湾偶像剧“命中注定我爱你”。
完全上瘾了。
偶像剧的内容很简单。
女主角与男主角因一个错误的邂逅而上了床,结果女方有了孩子。
然而,男主角有了一个深爱他的女朋友。而女朋友却因为梦想而一直叫他等她。
结果,男主角在被逼不得已的情况下与女主角结婚。
也因为女方的体贴与善解人意,男主角也不知不觉地喜欢上她。

故事的内容就是这样。但之后有很多转折。
而且,在台湾,这部戏还没播完。所以故事的结尾是如何我也不晓得。

也许你会问我为何这么喜欢这部戏呢?
因为我觉得我跟女主角真的很像。

女主角,陈欣怡是一个处处为人着想的女孩子,而且在上班的时候每次都被欺负。
她觉得自己很平凡,跟灰姑娘没什么两样,一直等待着他的王子。
我还觉得我跟她很像。

还记得中三,中四的时候,我不喜欢我的班。因为当朋友找我的时候都只会问我数学上的难题,他们从来都不叫我陪他们出去玩。我知道我跟他们大多数的人的世界不一样,但是我却每次都回去帮助他们。

长大了。我也变了。我知道现在的我不会向当时一样。哈哈。人生的历练就是这样的。
但,我承认我很平凡。平凡得很不起眼,平凡得容易被遗忘。
还记得去年,我中四班有了一个聚会。当时,有一个我不喜欢的同学竟然跟我说我现在变得很不一样。他的意思是以前的我更加不起眼。听了这番话,我不禁高兴了起来。

然而,我还是很平凡啊。我觉得我的故事可以是一个改装男生般的灰姑娘。但是,现在的我还是一个毫不起眼的宅男.

我说的是真的。每当我看到身旁的男孩子,都会把自己比下去。然后很容易的说服我自己,我是没有条件跟别人比。我啊。才艺什么都不会(讲冷笑话算吗?)。虽然高大,但肥肉一大堆,根本没有肌肉。(如果我廋下来的话,就会全乘是骨)。

我不会努力争取,只会在后面萎缩自责。不求上进。也难怪哪个女生会要我这种男人呢?
二十三岁了。不要误会。我不是因为为了要有爱情而去拼命孤注一掷的设法拥有。但想了又想这些男生也比我好啊。起码他们也有曾经爱过。

我相信天长地久。我相信这世界上的某一个人是上帝安排作我的老婆的。
所以我要改进。把我的所有的缺点一一改掉。
为了幸福,要努力。

但我需要多久的时间才能办到的?
一个月?一年?五年?
我自己也不晓得。但是我会设法的把我的改装男生般的灰姑娘的结局填上这三个字。

happily ever after.

好了啦。够了。废话也够多的。

让我介绍这一首歌给你听吧。命中注定我爱你的插曲。

我的快乐。


徘了徊了走了错了哭了懂了累了倦了困了
烦的乱的梦的都是真的

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
永远的失去的怎么忘呢

你坐过的沙发 困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的
酸的甜的苦的都还记得

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得
我想要换你了真的不想要了只得疯了

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻 不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻 不准问值不值得

我的快乐会回来的 离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻 不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的 离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
拥有的失去的怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了 只得只得放了

放了

忘了


heavenknows

12:18 AM




Sunday, June 22, 2008:last days of yr 2 in london!
ermm... i know that i have not blogged for quite some time already but it is because i have nothing to blog about as well! hhahaha...

actually not really lah.. got quite abit of things to say. haha. my 2nd year in london is going to come to an end on thursday morning. time really flies by very quickly! and i am graduating next year! roarrr... this year has been a great year... i have lovely housemates who can go crazy over household dinners. (well, i know i am the one who go crazy most of the time.. hahahh) will miss olivia who is graduating already. =p

oh did i mention that i am posted to xinmin sec for my attachment? i am quite excited about the attachment and hopefully i will get the chance to do some teaching in school too... but i saw the timetable for my attachment.. the most exciting thing that the school has planned for the school is cross country at bishan park! haizzz... oh and it was a coincidence! as in i dreamt about bishan park the other day, dun ask me why. i thought that i will be teaching at bishan park secondary school in the future. haha. i dreamt that i was teaching at temasek junior college too! hahaha.. bizarre dreams i know. =)

and i have to say about my project supervisor. i mentioned before that he is a singaporean but i dun have a good impression of him, i am sorry. haha. there was once when we went to him for help because we could not figure out 1 small part and we tried all we could le. we were missing some link somewhere. then when he saw us and found out the small part that we could not do he asked us back.. "do u want me to do for you and i will deduct marks from your project?" roarr.. it was a typical singaporean teacher response lahh.. i think my other groupmates were taken aback. and he went on to say things like we should retake 2nd year then blah blah... arghhhh... but after that he went back to his jovial mood again. haizz. after the meeting the 1st thing i said to my groupmates was that "not all singaporeans are like that" ahhaha... but ok lahh.. after that he seemed impressed and satisfied with our draft.


heavenknows

9:39 PM




Wednesday, June 11, 2008:pareece
I am so sian of typing my project and so here I am blogging. hahha...

yes yes i am back in london. i really LOVE greece alot alot. think i will go there again someday. =) okok more about the trip.

we went to paris 1st. ermm... paris is super expensive! a bottle of coke cost between 2 to 4.50 euroes! there isnt any day train tickets and paris just sucks my money off at a very fast rate.

Eiffel tower looks very different in the day and at night. its grey is soo pale in the day that it looks dead like any other monument. but looking at the city from the top of the tower is another story. the city looks like those primary school projects that we did which we had to use styrofoam boards as the base and tried to build a city on the board. oh, those were the days. haha.. and the tower at night is juz amazing! the lights gave life to the tower and it is just so magnificient.

Oh Mona Lisa at the Louvre is such a small painting and guards have to be at the painting to prevent people from going too near it. She really looks very different at different angles. well still remember my art teacher said before that half of Mona lisa's face is actually Leonardo's himself.

and the highlight of the trip was of cos DISNEYLAND! haizz. 22 years later and i have finally stepped into disneyland. hahaha. so sad rite? hee. at least better than never lah. the tickets are expensive though. 60 euroes to go into both the studio and the disneyland park.

i am not complaining here that my parents did not bring me to disneyland before. hahahaha... ok lah to be fair they brought me to warner brother studios in australia when i was in primary 1. haha i can still remember lo. too bad daryl was sooo young then (like 1 year old?) so he did not get to go. hahahah.

oh then we went to greece. spent half a day at the acropolis at athens and then went over to santorini. santorini is beautiful! The sea with the different islands scattered on it not forgetting the white-washed buildings facing the sea. AND the sun set just reminds me of God's wonderful creation.

want to go there again!! ahha.. think the highlight of the trip will be me and kengseng jumping off the boat (one of the guided tours) into the sea and swam to the hot springs. ok lah i did not jump off like survivor-style. hahha.

and now back in london left with my project to do! back in singapore on the 27th June! cant wait...


heavenknows

8:45 PM




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