so happie dat e yr is finally over. 1 yr of ns is over. yeah! it is e tym of e yr again-- mi bdae is cumin. 2 more days! well act wanted to blog tmr but i ll nt b home fer e whole day so ya here i m now. *lookin forward to tmr lor. gg out to ktv wif duane, guangyi n rayner in e mornin den e ct councillors @ nite. yes!*
well, i ve a lot of things to pray fer fer e yr of 2005. hmm.. hope dat there ll b more peace in mi family. dat we ll nt blast each other fer e sake of blastin. more communication is needed lor. esp mi dad n darren la. dey juz duwan to tok to each other cos dey noe dey ll quarrel in e end. sighz n den need mi as e middleman. hate being e middleman. y m i e 1stborn? cant dey tok to each other properly? sighz. mi dad expects a lot fr mi to help mi bros esp. in their sch work. hope dat dey do well too, n spare mi e trouble too. hahhaaha. well, mi dad juz found a new job n i wish all e best fer him la.
spritually, i tink mi walk wif God dis yr is horrible. i took a lot of things fer granted. mi resolution fer e yr wld be to read e bible more often n tok to God n worship on a deeper tone. n i ll b able to start bringin pple to church. feel dat i m quite lousy lehz nt even able to bring pple to church ( esp mi parents) let alone convert em. well, guess i ve a lot of things to learn next yr.
noe a lot more pple dis yr. fr BMT frens to signal cse pple n den drivin cse pple. glad to noe u all lor but quite sad cos i din keep much contact wif a lot of u all. sighz. hope dat i wunt lose contact wif hueva i ve keepin contact wif n ll b in contact wif more pple. hahahha. ya. oh ya, act feel quite ashamed of myself cos a lot of pple rem mi bdae n yet i cant rem urs. paiseh la. hu ask mi mum to give birth to mi on such a nice date. hahahhaa. but seriously, quite troubled la cos of dis. u all muz tell mi ur bdae k or least hint to mi whn ur bdae is lyk cumin soon. hahhaha.
okie. noe cum to e wants! hmmm... i want a lot of things leh.
pass mi drivin by dis yr asap
learn hip hop dancin
mi acne ll be gone. aniwae i trust mi 224 antibiotic pills la!
start to play com games. tink i quite fan ying chi dun cuz i seldom play such games. hahahah i onli lyk play need fer speed la! sighz
get into imperial
mi dad ll bug mi less n nt interefere wif mi social life. :)
excitin n memorable trips to overseas trainin wif mi army frens but e lesser e no. of trips e better la.
be a gd son, gd disciple to God, gd fren, gd confidante n gd bf (if it ever happens dis yr, dat is) ahahhaa
hmmm.... dats all fer now. aniwae i ve until 1st jan 2359 to wish fer more stuff.... hahaaah.
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darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder