hohoho... merry xmas to all of u hu r reading mi blog now even tho it is lyk gg to end soon. hahhaha. it is e tot dat counts rite? :o)
i met up wif e ct council pple fer dinner last nite. was supposed to meet at 6 at bugis mrt station n i was lyk 10 min earlier followed by weilin hu rushed down fr fullerton aft her cosin weddin lunch. June wasnt dat late either n i so long haven seen her le. she still looks e same n she has been workin fer e past yr n is preparin to lve fer aust to study next jan. awwww... aust! aniwae, we ll meet up again b4 u lve rite? heh. ya, next came joleen hu was quite late le but since she got a sprained/bruised ankle den okie la forgive her. yvonne was late bcuz of cornelieus la! n she even argued dat she was in bugis @ 6 lor but e thing is she wasnt wif us @ 6 la! hahaha. but e best latecomer award ( nt newcomer hor) went to clarence la hu woke up @ 545 den rushed down to meet us. he juz came back fr brunei sloggin out in e jungle n wasnt feelin realli gd. haiz! k la k, forgive u oso! hahhahha.
we went to tcc but e suckiest thing is dat dey onli serve expensive few dishes. so we bu zhi xiu chi went out of e shop (hahaha, nt our fault lor) n went to sketches instead. e food dere is damn cheap n gd! i ll recommend it to every1 la... den all bcuz of clare again, yvonne, weilin, he n i went down to orchard to see e xmas light-up cuz dat country bumpkin hasnt been in singapore fer 3 wks. hahah. it is mi 1st time in town on a xmas eve n it is quite an eye-opener. e roads r all very squeezy wif so many pple. n dey all ve e foam sprays in their hands. dey juz walked n sprayed @ pple ard dem. n yes, ashraf sprayed mi rite @ mi neck when he walked past mi. sighz! stupid ashraf! aniwae, town is reali crowded n i cld feel e atmosphere.
but i was quite upset cos it juz dawned onto mi dat e non-christians dun realli understand e true meanin of xmas. n it is nt their fault. commercialism is disgustin. say merry xmas to any kid in e street n ask dem hu ll dey link xmas to n dey ll b bound to say "santa" which is sad cos e ans shld b "Jesus Christ". sighz! wad is this world cumin to?
aniwae, we managed to squeeze, literally, n went to e bus stop n went to yvonne hse. supposed to play mj 1 but we saw clare slpin so soundly, mi weilin n yvonne juz toked. dey were tokin abt uni stuff. i can understand wad dey r tokin abt but i can onli listen cos i m nt in e uni yet. xian! aniwae, we waited fer zhenhao hu came @ 2 plus n we started playin la while yvonne was on her com most of e time. we played crappily n sleepily till 7 plus. haha. e mj was crap la. zhenhao can even win peng hu while half-slpin la. sighz! went breakfast aft dat. i din eat anythin cos i was too tired to even eat anythin. hahaha n e worst thing is i can babble a lot of crap when i was tired! hahhaah. poor yvonne n weilin! ha!
went home aft dat. took e same bus as weilin but was too tired to tok to her n i slpet throughout e journey while she was readin her 8days. hahhaha sorrie weilin i noe i ma pig n i lyk to slp ma!
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at nite, went to liqi hse fer gatherin of vsbb pple. played mj again, bridge n big 2. nt bad la, we were tokin rubbish too. oh ya, stupid jun ming n liqi, poured 1 whole glass of absolute vodka which contains 40% alcohol n even made mi drink in 1 gulp. well, i din nt drink in 1 gulp la but in a few big gulps lor. hahaha. i felt so hot aft dat n mi whole face was red la. it wad so red until jun ming started askin mi to drink soft drinks. hahahhaha. i wasnt drunk la hello! i nt dat lousy 1 u noe. face red onli ma! hahahha. oh ya, yvonne. guobin din take mi prez. hahah. jianhua took it! n i took liqi's shirt. nt bad la, hahah
aniwae, realli enjoyed mi time fer these 2 days, met up wif pple i realli want to meet, left mi church frens ( which i ll b meetin em tmr) n mi jc class pple. we muz meet up soon k? it is e fellowship n caring of each other dat warms mi heart! awwww.... hahaha.
den again, i haven studied fer mi advanced thoery! die ar! test on mon! n mi dad ll sure scold mi if i fail cuz he nvr see mi study. hahahha. well ve to start muggin tmr aft i cum back fr church. hahaha.
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mi heart always melts when i see u smile/laugh. n i feel lyk sharin mi joy wif u but i noe i cant. i noe dat i ve to restraint myself cuz u dun belong to mi n i m nvr urs. i tot i can easily remove dat feelin of lykin u fr mi heart but it is nt dat easy aft all. however, dun worry cuz i ll nvr allow myself to step btn 2 of u all in fact i wish u all da best! i dunno when dat feelin ll evaporate but i promise i ll try, realli. frenship is too dear fer mi to lose bcuz of this. sighz. tmr is yet another day n hopefully mi feelin ll change.
darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder
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