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Tuesday, February 01, 2005:hOmE sWeEt HoMe

yo pple. I M BACK! yeah. ahhaha. i noe it has been ages since i blog. wanted to blog in thailand but e com there is slower than a tortoise n there is only 1 miserable com while e rest are used to play lan.

10th-20th jan
touched down in thailand. was quite happy with e bunk. it is a 40 men bunk so all of us can squeeze into e room. 1st few days were quite xian cos we were quite sad of leavin singapore n our loved ones. n we had nth to do! we settled e signal stuff n vehicles in 1 day! e rest of e days are doing sai kang n stoning. e lan crazy pple were happily playin while e rest went canteen to shop in e 5 miserable shops. food in e cookhouse was terrible. hmm... how to describe dat? okie basically very few pple went to eat n everyday e cooks have to complain dat nobody went to eat n a lot of food were left. it seems like it had nvr dawned onto them dat e food is so yucky. even e dogs there refuse to eat la n e dustbin is full of food aft each meal. hahhaa. but canteen food is nt bad. e tom yam soup, convolvulus( which means kang kong ) blah blah. all of us spent a lot on food. e blended drinks r really nice but u ll definitely get diabetes if u stay there like fer 10 yrs la. as fer bathin facilities, well, there is a communal bath whr there r 5 bathtubs in e centre n we r given scoops to scoop up e water to bathe. there is no privacy but nt dat we bother. there r 4 shower cubicles n there r pple hu ll forever use them instead of e communal bath. e reasons dey give ll b lyk they feel more clean or feelin paiseh to be naked in front of others. hahahahhaa. if u r wonderin, ya mi skin is too thick to feel paiseh. aniwae time seems to pass by quite slowly.

20th-25th jan
exercise starts on e 22th. dunno y we need to go to thailand so early oso. sigh it is e army la. preparin e stores n doin more sai kang again. mi job in e exercise was supposed to be in a rover manning coms for 2 officers. it is a super slack 1. however e day b4 e exercise was asked to follow this officer and walk with mi signal set throughout e whole ex. i was shocked la, was alr settled n happy to sit in a vehicle n slack. i mean i dun mind walkin since i wan to improve mi fitness but i was nt mentally prepared! hahha. in e end, was pulled to do hq work. sit in some room wif nicholas n man comms. 1st tym doin hq controls so i learned a lot of things. throughout e whole ex, mi impression of sgt hui change. he gave us welfare n took care of us. he even forced chin tee to bathe. hahahah. he can be a veri gd fren but i shld say we ve no similarities. e ex was ok fer mi n i cant complain abt it cos sum of mi frens got worse stuff than mi. dey r tired fr walkin whole nite; dey dun ve e luxury of bathin n no canteen food too. hahahha.

26th-31st jan
ex ended so every1 was really happy. more lan games fer those com game freaks. e rest of e pple played bridge, german bridge, 5 player bridge. n those who initially din noe how to play learned as well. almost e whole bunk knew how to play le. sgt marcus n hui learned e fastest. i tink dey r realli smart n quick in learnin stuff. n dey were nt jc students lor mayb dats y pple always compare jc to others. is it true dat we r more rigid n learn things slower? hmm.. oh ya if u were wonderin 5 player bridge means dat since there is an extra person, there ll b a loser out of e game to let e 5th person to play n e loser is e one in e loser team hu has e less no. of sets. remember there was 1 game whn i knew mi n duane ll sure lose n under normal circumstances i ll let duane win a set since he is mi partner. but since i knew we ll lose, i ate dat set n duane was out of e next round. hahhahahhaha. felt so proud dat i backstabbed him n stayed in e game. hahhaa. it is all in e name of a game la.

in other times we can oso tok alot of cock too. hahah. rem e nite whn we all sat on marcus n duane bed to share lame jokes n racist jokes. bitchin 1 another was oso quite fun. hahah. time passes quite fast n we were enjoyin e company of 1 another. was happy to get to noe pple better. lyk cb, chew, marcus, nic sim etc.etc.

den got sum pple share their stories of their relationships or their xin shang ren but nvr becum steads. n dere is dis guy fr nj who refuses to admit dat he lyks this gal but e prob is all of us even noe her name le! hahha. realise dat marcus n i got quite a lot of similarities in this n both of us r against things lyk cohabitin. our views r quite similar n i was lyk quite shocked. lionel says dat mi view in this is very idealistic. i ve to agree wif that. e onli idealistic thing that i dun believe in is love @ 1st sight. lyk i believe in long-distance relationships as long as both parties put in e effort. wei loong says that cohaabiting shld take place b4 marriage cos if u cant stand e person u r stayin wif den how can u marry her? well, i agree that that makes sense but if u really like that person n are on e verge of marrying then should u nt know e person well enuf? to like a person is to like his/ her weakness as well that is if u cant change that weakness. n yes lionel, it may sounds loserish to say that if u truly like a person even if he/she is nt by ur side u ll b contended if he/she is happy. but i dun give a damn cos i believe in this even tho it ll be doubly blissful if he/she is by ur side. aniwae ya we tok alot of this in camp. that shows how bored we r. hahahhaa.

aniwae i bought a lot of stuff fer mi family n i tink i bought e most things compared to mi frens. i even bought new yr goodies fer mi family. well, i dun spend mi money on lan or flushing mi money by drinkin beer or smokin. hhaahhaaa. felt really accomplished.

got break now till CNY but next mon still ve to go back camp to spring clean. okie la dun complain much as i m easily contended. hopefully, this break is well used.

Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta
Stephanie Sun (Sun Yan Zi)

那时我们总有好多话什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早却一直放在心上

后来你们之间的变化我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎我还是无法将他放下

那是多久后的事了有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他

我也很想他我们都一样在他的身上
曾找到翅膀只是那时的他是因为你他开始飞翔

我也很想他在某个地方我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短思念却很长

还记得那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分

我们都一样

feel dat this song is veri touching. e tune is nice n e lyrics is very meaningful even chay beng lyk it aft he listened to mi mp3.

heavenknows

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