Last week was a hectic week. Was asked to be attached to ITI for exercise with the reservists people and I went with 9 other friends. It was the 1st time where I have to carry the damn heavy signal set and bash through the vegetation with some officer. Not that I am complaining, since i want to improve my fitness both in combat as well as physical. who noes what the diabolical one will want to do in the future so must train up. however, I felt so left out since i was e only one who had to walk. Started walking at 10 plus at night. felt tired and drained and my shoulders were yelping for help. At 5 plus, the plattering of raindrops was an ominous sign. and true enough, there was a heavy downpour soon after. morale went down further and i was soaked to the core. after that night however, i was regenerated again. i think was God who helped me. Yeah! and am now prepared for any impending route marches that my company wants to give. i ll not give up in fact i cant wait for 30th march where it is the 1st route march after goodness know when.
Dota slowly crept into my life. I mean it is so funny. My friends were all crazy about it in thailand but i wasnt moved and i refused to learn and play. However, now back in singapore, was psychoed by my close friends and learn to play. but i am a slow learner in such things so i am still exploring it. am feeling really happy to play it with my friends but i m STILL A NOOB. sighz. give me time and i can sure own u people out there.
Was busy in the whole weekend. think i am going to be busy for quite some time. hopefully i pass mi driving test on 14th june so it ll be 1 burden off my load and more free time in my weekend. dunno why i accepted so many things to wear myself down. maybe because i want to wear myself down until i can forget something. keep my mind busy until i can stop thinking about that person. maybe. but i know no matter how hard i try i will still not be able to do it.
Tired physically and emotionally. am i bringing this upon myself? i dunno and i dun care anymore.
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darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder
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