Hate my hair. hate the barber. hate the shop. told e barber i wan my hair to be quite short. den he cut VERY short. might as well shave skinhead. irritating. nvr even bother to use scissors juz use e razor and off he went. irritating!
just finished the syf for band last week. congrats to vs concert band for earning dat prestigous gold wif honours award. not bad! aniwae, last week really showcased the ugly side of singaporeans. very ugly! audience will make counterfiet tickets. they will argue with u to get their way in. they dun understand the limitations that we have. they only noe how to complain. see that we are in army uniform and threaten to complain to saf. SO SCARED!
den got sum of my comrades (actually 1) who is so irritating. so bossy when he is the same rank as me. try to be helpful but does not do his own job cos he does not like to do that or ll sleep e whole day. throw away our face man!
aniwae back to the word "confused". really confused. cos during this syf, i am supposed to usher school students and teachers into e hall to watch other sch performances and chase them out if the hall is full. have to make sure that the students dun interrupt the competition as well. my frens said that the way i handle the kids are quite smooth and ve the making of a teacher. i mean i shld be happy since i alr have the moe overseas schship.
confused because i have interests in alot of things. dun mind teaching. keen on venturing in finance n banking. interested in acting too. confused because i need to make a decision. confused because i feel bad since i alr have the schship. confused because i still need to apply to smu if i wan finance n banking. confused because i told mi dad abt it and in e end mi whole extended family noe n began to ask mi.
confused because i cant get mi feelings right on track. hear mi fren's relationship problem really can make it into serial. confused because it made mi tink about myself. y must guts exist? n y i dun ve? i noe that i ll ve to wait for now cos of sum things. but i juz dun feel confident at all. worse. i dun wan our frenship to vanish because of dat.
CONFUSED!
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darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder
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