PATHWAYtoHEAVEN; veronicanote

Sunday, May 01, 2005:opiniated mi!

saw mi friend's blog. here is wad she wrote, " there is a little bastard in every guy juz a matter of how much or when he wants to show it."

well.

there is a little bitch in every gal juz a matter of how much or when she wants to show it.

going back to camp later for guard duty. sighz. tmr marks the end of the syf competition and going back to camp. miss the laughter that we share in singapore conference hall. miss the food that they served. miss the toking cock session with shao peng, zegui, marcus, brian, guangyi etc. miss the waking-up-and-realise-that-u-r-at-home feeling. miss the bitching session about a guy who sleeps throughout his duty.

anyway all gd things muz come to an end. just hope that my life will be good if not better. hahah.

sometimes really wonder why am i the 1st born? why am i so smart? no i am not gloating here but i feel choked. i not blaming my dad here. he has a point as in brothers shld help one another up. but sometimes i feel suffocated, feel that time and tide does not waait for me. 24 hrs a day is really too little for me. ( in e weekends only of cos. for weekdays i hope time will fly like nobody's business) sacrificed a lot of my stuff for my bro but i dun feel appreciated. i mean i noe it is my responsibilty but still? u get my idea? sighz.

juz came back from steamboat session with my good frens- clare, zh, joleen n von. met emma n weilin earlier. had a good time chatting with em. dunno when i can play mj with them hahhaa.

well, can only say that i am going to be a busy person be it in camp or during weekends. juz hope that i am not falling ill. feeling immune to things around me. maybe cos i m living a life of ungodliness. haiz dunno la. can only say that i am earnestly waiting for a new chapter of my life to unfold. dunno when will that happen but i know that when that happens, i ll be very happy. hahah

anticipated.

heavenknows

12:19 AM