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Monday, June 13, 2005:Life is full of ups and down

Haiz. tmr is my driving test already. i am quite scared cos e whole world is sort of pinning high hopes on me to pass. well, the reason is because i am driving military vehicle le. that is true and i know that i ve the capability to pass but on the actual day no one knows what will happen. drove test route 6 n 7 today and i got a shock because got a lot of cars! sighz. hopefully, everything turns out fine tmr.

last week was quite an eventful week. i spent 2 days driving to follow the bikees to clock mileage. it was quite fun at 1st but it was ultra draining. went to punggol, lim chu kang n changi. hahhaaha. guang yi n don also tried to drive the rover illegally. hahhaa.

if u ve noticed long ago, the title of my blog is LIFE IS FULL OF UPS N DOWN. notice there is only 1 DOWN. this is because i ve a very optimistic mind and believe that my life will be a happy one, with a lot of happiness n a little sorrow. unfortunately, the sorrow came crashing to me last thurs. fell out with guang yi because of a guy. ( no, we are not gays, hahhahahhaha) but ya, more of miscommunication i guess. despair and disappointment led to anger and i didnt know how to handle it. there was no peace in me. i mean, maybe because i cherish this frenship a lot and so i wanted to heal it very badly. luckily, all turn out well. feel that this is how friendship and relationship should be the way. from every episode, there are always points to learn. (AAR) feel that different people have different personalities and so clashes will sure happen. but i hate clashes. on the other hand, if i fall out with a person and all i felt is anger and nothing else, then that person is not a close friend to me. so, ya if u wanna know if u belong to the 'close friend' category, make me angry. hahhahahahaa. juz kidding la.

this is the start of my long block off. yeah! but my mind is heavy cos i want to join the drivers' club tmr. pray for me, ya?

heavenknows

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