here, at home on a tues night is a peculiar sight for me cos i was always in camp in such days. juz feel like blogging even though i dun really know what to share with u guys.

the reason as to why i am at home now is because i have dental appointment tmr morning. haha. 1st time in my life in army do i have medical appoinment lo. haiz. and i was on mc on mon too due to infected throat n flu. hhaaha. din go to polyclinic see doctor cos i noe they ll be too niao1 to give me mc de even though it is FREE. in the end went to a private clinic to see. pay $20 to get mc plus today dun need to do any exercises or soc. muahhahahaha.

going to ord le. seriously i dun give a damn about everything le. wad gy said is true, the sight of the camp and the stifling environment juz puts me off. plus the most of the commanders are prone to pms-ing and giving stupid attitudes.

anyway, went to watch A LONG WEEKEND juz now. a very funny M18 show with quite a bit of sexual content. but i was quite disgusted after that. because the show depicts that guys today like to fuck around (literally) and if u are not then u are weird. and for guys who dun and dun ve girlfrens they ll ve mountains n mountains of porn collection. females on the other hand are not spared either. sorry for the crudeness but they are depicted to like to be laid. they are slutty by nature and guys are vultures by nature.

is it wad they call as an 'open society'? if that is the case then i rather the society that i live in be close. i noe that i cant control lives of people around me. dun get me wrong, i am not criticising anybody. people have their own lives. but i feel that the above scenario shld not represent the society as a whole or the majority. my goal is to be a virgin till the wedding night. (dunno whether that is possible) but i dun care whether my future wife is one or not. cos wad done cannot be undone and if i really like her, i will like her for who she is and not be shallow to reject juz because of her past.

haha. dunno y i am toking abt this. anyway, waiting terribly for the CNY to come.

heavenknows

11:49 PM