yesterday jevon left the lion city for paris le. was at the airport terminal 2 and i felt a sense of loss. in exactly a month's time, i will be the one leaving my loved ones.

wad are my feelings at present?

eh. bogged down by settling of stuff i.e air ticket and constant nagging from my dad made me so drained. a portion of my heart goes out to daryl who is taking his prelims now and i have to help him. all these are sooo tiring. furthermore, the boys' brigade dinner is coming soon too.

i feel helpless and lost. because i know there is no much time left, yet i am not able to make full use of the time to meet up with friends before i leave. i want to see them as much as i can, as many times possible. at home, i know i should not be chatting online all the way but talk to my mum. the thought of knowing she will cry pains me. remember in jc1, when i went to Laos for 20days, she cried but luckily not in front of me. when i entered NS, she teared too. hahahhah.... thats y she needs a pail at the airport.

BUT i wanna experience life there too! cant wait to start studying! yes, studying. my brain has been rusty for so long le. and i wanna tour around. heez.

29th september shall be the day.

heavenknows

10:25 AM