felt acomplished because my dad and i have settled so many stuff in anticipation of me going over to london. latest jobs done: bedsheets bought and bank account opened already ( or in the process of opening). i was so happy to think that only little is left. even my 1 yr allowance has arrived. (which gives me a shock! imagine gambling all the money away.. woohoo) BUT i was so wrong!!

the most important letter that i have been waiting for has not arrived and will not be arriving soon. astee and weiming got theirs last week and i thought i would receive it this week but no i din. so i emailed to them yesterday. to my horror, they told me that they are still waiting for my A level certs. the thing is they din tell me and they are waiting for it and i am waiting for them. imagine if i din send that email and continue to wait for the damn letter. i may even have to study in university of antartica liao. and break bond wif moe to be president of north pole liao lo. irritating!

i shifted some furniture from my aunt's place to my grandpa's house. so long never go to his house liao. when i went there today, memories juz came back. rem the time when my late grandma was still around. she used to dote on me and shield me from my dad's canings. she could cook so much yumilicious food for all of us to eat. i can also remember the days where my whole family can go to grandparents house on sundays to rot; or the sandy playground which is no longer there. those were the days. and even though my grandma has passed away for 6 yrs le, but i have not forgotten her.

will always remember this: when we are born into this world, we all know one day that we will die. yet when someone close to us dies, we feel so sad and suddenly life seems to be meaningless. this is LOVE. love overpowers logic. heart is stronger than the brain.

heavenknows

11:49 PM