i am feeling so sian now. should be studying now but just dun have the feeling to do it. haha. shall study after dinner then. but later still need to bake cake with my kakis. haizzz. ahaha.

anyway, so feel like blogging now.

2 more days and the term will end! yes, i can finally breathe. the last 2 weeks have been hectic. BUT i am still not happy. y? cos i want to finish all my problem sheets before i go to spain. so that when i come back, can do part-time shopping and part-time revision for my jan tests. grrr.. so quite a bit to do for this weekend, or so i hope. hahha.

the irritating thing is there are 4 modules for me to study. jan test can be a good gauge of my understanding. and i dun mind mugging for it, hard. however, the percentage of it is so little that it puts me off. seriously. haiiizzzzz.

xmas is round the corner! it is a relatively big thing here in London. watched Love Actually the other night. hhahaha. in the show, it is claimed that xmas is the time to tell the truth. my response is dun be stupid. there are always things which u should not and never say out even no matter which day of the year.

it pains me to see people around to be hurt and sad. or anyone i know for that matter. haizzz. especially when i dunno how to help. but anyways, idealistic me has already been knocked on the head that long term relationship is reallie reallie hard. but still being idealistic me think that it is possible. hahaha.

and no, dun worry, my heart still belongs to me. no 1 has snatched it yet. =p dun ask me why, just dun have lo. hahaha.

to all those who have problems, jiayou!
enjoy ur hols! i am gg to enjoy it, at least half of it. the other half will be mugging. =(
cant wait to go to spain and for gj and jake to come down to london.

hols will be a blast! :)

heavenknows

3:29 AM