I have finished watching SILENCE! nice show. the lead actress is cute. hahah. din realise she was the lian sheng in DA CHANG JING. haha. but that show 让我感触良多. after watching that show, i told myself that i muz not fall sick and make people around me worried for me. the show has power dialogues which are really touching too. hahha.

juz applied for the photocopying jobs wif keng seng for our maths department. hope they choose us. the job is damn easy money can? haha juz to print past yr papers den can get money. hope we will get chosen. hahaha.

the weather has suddenly turned colder again. siann. hahah...

i think i have changed. or have i?
i dunno.

remember before i came here to study, my blog is full of my own feelings and thinking, i feel. but now when i want to post entries which are more in depth and showcase my feelings, i juz cant. not that i am not happy, dun get me wrong. juz that i have nothing to write. think my heart has hardened. or has it not?

maybe environment is different thats y. what grace said before was true. these 3 yrs of my uni life. my family and frenz in back home will not see the gradual change in me. i reallie want to be the same darius. the last thing i want to hear from frenz back home is, "Darius, u have changed!" as in emotionally or matter-of-fact change for the worse... reallie duwan.

but i enjoy my life here too and the company that i am wif reallie make me feel blessed. thanks =) and the time passes really quickly is cos of u. hahah.

maybe studies really rob me of my emotions. hahaha. well, you will have to wait for june to see the new-Darius. hopefully is for the better. hahaha...

omg this entry is so random... at least this is what i am really thinking at the moment. ahha.
okok. back to work...

heavenknows

3:53 AM