decided to blog since i am sick of studying le. spent the whole afternoon deciphering the stupid matlab stuff sure caused millions of my brain cells to evaporate. and next monday i have an anti-plagarism programming test. hahah. the name of the test is so dumb. heez. basically the test is just to make sure that we know our stuff and not to let others say that we copy one another's work and not know anything. but true fact: darius dunno anything. hahhaha. well, not everything lahh. but i know what is going on k? hahaha...
and to think i used to love maths. hahaha... in the past, i will be very happy whenever i can solve difficult questions. still remembered when practising rj/hc f maths papers, i ll really grin from ear to ear when i can solve each question. yup, that was my passion for maths. hahha. now no more le. ahahha. nono, i dun hate maths now. just that cos now i eat, sleep, drink maths so much so that i am numb le. let me put an analogy. remembered louis koo said before when he acted in this R21 show where in the show he was surrounded by many many naked girls. when asked for his reaction, he said he felt numb cos of the fact that there were too many girls for him to digest. hahah... okok lousy analogy but u get what i mean. and by no means girls=maths.
i want to change something in me. haha. when you are pissed off at someone, do you feel differently if that someone is someone close to you as compared to if that someone is not close to you? well i do. as in, if i treat u as my close friend and if i am pissed at you, my heart will ache too and i want to just hope that everything will go well.
the problem lies with when that someone is not close to you. 1st stage, u are pissed. 2nd stage, u start to get biased. 3rd stage, u will be easily irritated by that person. the thing is i dont want to go stage 3. in fact, i want to just treat that someone as transparent and not let him/her affect me. but i think it will be an uphill task for me. hahaha..
i am not saying anyone in particular, please. just my heartfelt feelings. so pls dun point fingers. heez.
so if u want to know whether u are my close friend, try to piss me off! heeez. JUZ KIDDING!!! hahaha...
anyways, tmr got rehearsal for this sunday's event. cant wait for this sunday to come and go quickly. ahhahah. vacation is coming! yippe!
cant wait to go home! wait for meee!!! =)
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darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder
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