time check now 430am.

spent the last 2 hours looking at 2 blogs. gy's blog and my blog and all the archives... haha. it juz felt soo good looking at the past entries. was grinning from ear to ear looking at them. this is what blogs are for isnt it?

want to say something which i wanted to say for a very long time le but looking at some of gy's entries remind me of that. and that is DOTA. well it is a game where u play with other people ie ur FRIENDS or pple U KNOW... but dota also reflects the ugly side of people isnt it? when people kao bei others when they cant perform or simply cannot understand why others cannot do otherwise seemingly easy tasks. for goodness sake, it is just a game. i am not flaming anyone here dun get me wrong. i juz felt sian-ed by the fact that people can get sour over a game of dota. whats wrong with losing and even if u dun think u deserve to lose. it is only a game! different people have different strengths and weaknesses. in fact i think i suck at alot of things. i have no musical talent, sometimes blaming my parents for not sending me to piano lessons when i was young.. *hahhaaha*, i am not artistic. i dun consider myself as popular or good-looking blah blah.. before i go into self-pity, what i am trying to say is that so what if some people are not as good in dota or in other things as well? y muz comments be stinging? and this is to everyone, when was your last compliment that you have given to anyone out there?

anyways, what impressed me was when hj said, ' i want to be in the same team as him again. i want him to eat his words and thank me in the game' his never-say-die attitude made me smile.

juz had this thought this morning. i felt like one of the heroes in DOTA. for the past yr has been out fighting with creeps and conquering towers and other enemy heroes. and now i feel that i am low on life and mana and cant wait to go back to the fountain of wealth (ie back home) to regenerate again before end of september. hahha... BUT still cant think of any hero which is soo darius.. HAHAHHAH..

okok gg to sleep le. seriously dunno whether i can wake up for church later. me shall try!!

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11:30 AM