hahah... dunno wad to blog about, yet feel like blogging. roar..

ermm. school has started. really grateful that my lecturers are getting better and better.. but then again, it is only the 1st week of school.

still remembered last year after spring term, i was so happy as i thought i wont have to sit in front of the computer cracking my brain till my head burst due to some evil programming like matlab and maple. But my joy was short-lived. Last term, there was this course that made use alot of matlab, last assignment of which was just handed in yesterday and i heaved a sigh of relief.

BUT! today during a lecture, Lamb, my lecturer-cum-personal tutor told us that part of our assessed courseworks will have to make use of maple and/or matlab. was too overwhelmed that i just laughed out loud in lectures. well, not that loud for heads to turn but ya i laughed. haiiiiiiiii...
nvm, next year no more liao! (hahahaha, hoping again =p)

was talking to yt like around 12hrs before her exam. yet the things we talked about are not about molecules, benzene or what-nots, not that i am able to help too :) hahha.. we talked about friendships and relationships. hmmm... have to agree that the more you expect, the more disappointed you are. and then you will start to blame yourself for thinking that way because people are different. yup yup.
(dun read too much into this paragraph =p just my thoughts.)

made me think about my wonderful family and friends back home. really cherish the bonds with each and every one of you, be it strong metallic ones or weaker van der waals one... :)

btw, must record this down in my blog so that in the future i can remember.

kudos to gy and duane for secretly sending me a card. not exactly a bdae / new year card but a card full of warmth and heart-felt thoughts. thanks a millions! reallie touched by it. (from head to toe) hahahah

sometimes i am thinking y i am so sensitive and like to think so much... if i were to be like other guys in general and be less sensitive and maybe more macho, how will my life be? hahaha... but then again, i will not be the darius today and i dun think my circle of frens will be exactly the same too... SO, cannot have the best of both worlds and the only thing i can do now is to stop thinking so much. hahahaha. yup, thank God for who i am and i am sure i ll be a better man/person in the future.

hahah reminds me of ACS motto..

my favourite line now is from 黄金路. haha yes, i am watching the channel 8 show now =p

笑也一天，哭也一天，那何不笑着过一天？

something lidat lahh, but it means alot... which is somewhat my motto for life too.. (not the ACS one .. hahahaha)

anyways, think the show is very nice. but i am only at episode 5. wahhhahah...

wow, amazing! didnt know i managed to write so much... =p

heavenknows

8:05 PM