i hope u guys dun think too much after reading this entry, i am really fine! =)

anw, i heard of this term 被鬼压 before but i did not exactly get what it really meant until i kena-ed it on friday afternoon.

i was taking a nap when in the middle of my sleep, i felt that someone was massaging my head. then my body was shaking and i actually felt shiok. however, soon after i thought to myself that my bed was not even a massaging bed! i was too tired to panick and think too much when i realised that i could not move at all. feeling helpless, i opened my eyes and my vision was very very blurred... i saw keng seng sit beside me (cos our study table is just beside my bed) and i wanted to shout out his name but i could not have the energy to do so.

it was then that i thought i was going to die. hahahha... and the funny thing was my mind was so active that i suddenly thought that dying in sleep is actually the best way to die cos the death is painless. i smiled at the thought and i thought of God too! i smiled even more (i think) and i actually told myself 'die, die lo'.

however, the next thing i knew, i turned my whole body to the side and i just continued to sleep.
muahahhaha... but now to think back, i think that few seconds of whatever that happened was really scary. but something that i learn from it, when i die in the future, i want to die with a smile. =)

kkiez... enough about that.

came from church and the speaker Kay Warren, the wife of Rick Warren was really good. anyways, just want to say that

i want to make the invisible God visible, visible to everyone around me. =p

heavenknows

11:52 PM