watched the show with guangyi and duane last week. firstly, i ll like to say that my kind of movies will be trashy love stories like how to lose a guy on 10 days or shrek 2. ahahha. so for me to give credit to such show means that it is really good. hahah.
anyway, it showcases the UN so it is quite refreshing. the plot even though not very fresh or original - about terrorism basically and country's politics but it can be esily get hooked onto. quite like the part when nicole kidman said something like she went ot UN to work is because she believed in peace and she hoped to use words and not guns to achieve that. a tad too unrealistic. but it is always good to dream. another plus point will be nicole kidman is quite irresistible. as for sean, i dunno how e gals will find him la. haha.
but the best part of it all will be that e conversations are quite lame in some occasions. n i like lameness. hahah. for example. there was this occasion where sean's boss asked him in his office whether nicole kidman is black or white. (cos her native land is a fictitious african country) aand sean's reply was no thank u. (meaning i duwan any drinks) hahaha. these lame conversations somehow lightened the mood of the show which was alr quite heated up.
away from the show. approaching the last week of the syf competition. feeling bitter sweet. because the stupid syf as i mentioned earlier showcased the ugly side of singaporeans and really stretched the patience that i alr have. sumtimes really wished that i was back in camp. however in camp, i ll ve to do a lot of stupid things an being shot by arrows until i am tattered and torn. now dunno which is better. ahhaha. aniwae compare oso no use. been there done that. yeah!
sum of my frens are coming back from taiwan. yeah ! cant wait ot meet them in camp again.
Hate my hair. hate the barber. hate the shop. told e barber i wan my hair to be quite short. den he cut VERY short. might as well shave skinhead. irritating. nvr even bother to use scissors juz use e razor and off he went. irritating!
just finished the syf for band last week. congrats to vs concert band for earning dat prestigous gold wif honours award. not bad! aniwae, last week really showcased the ugly side of singaporeans. very ugly! audience will make counterfiet tickets. they will argue with u to get their way in. they dun understand the limitations that we have. they only noe how to complain. see that we are in army uniform and threaten to complain to saf. SO SCARED!
den got sum of my comrades (actually 1) who is so irritating. so bossy when he is the same rank as me. try to be helpful but does not do his own job cos he does not like to do that or ll sleep e whole day. throw away our face man!
aniwae back to the word "confused". really confused. cos during this syf, i am supposed to usher school students and teachers into e hall to watch other sch performances and chase them out if the hall is full. have to make sure that the students dun interrupt the competition as well. my frens said that the way i handle the kids are quite smooth and ve the making of a teacher. i mean i shld be happy since i alr have the moe overseas schship.
confused because i have interests in alot of things. dun mind teaching. keen on venturing in finance n banking. interested in acting too. confused because i need to make a decision. confused because i feel bad since i alr have the schship. confused because i still need to apply to smu if i wan finance n banking. confused because i told mi dad abt it and in e end mi whole extended family noe n began to ask mi.
confused because i cant get mi feelings right on track. hear mi fren's relationship problem really can make it into serial. confused because it made mi tink about myself. y must guts exist? n y i dun ve? i noe that i ll ve to wait for now cos of sum things. but i juz dun feel confident at all. worse. i dun wan our frenship to vanish because of dat.
variety spices up our life. different kinds of people around us make our lives colourful. but no doubt there will always be irritating people around us. like those not cooperative, insensitive-to- others, bossy etc. etc. the list goes on but this is all about the personalities and characters of the people.
however, life is never that simple. A doesnt like B because he is fat. because he is ugly. because he will bring disgrace to A if they go out together. etc. etc. THIS IS SUPER SHALLOW N SUPERFICIAL. come on, accept people for hu dey are. one cant change his appearance.
away from the preaching. i am a very unhappy person. feel sandwiched between 2 of my friends. 1 of them feels that the other is not normal in a certain way. n he is making a big hoo-ha out of it. can people stop being so superficial? as long as the person has a wonderful inner beauty. hu cares about the outside? y must 1 be so concerned about what others say about ur friend being like this or like that?
is that wad u define as friend? a friend is sum1 who u can confide to, play with and feel comfy with. not sum1 whose personality doesnt attract to u den start making a big hoo-ha about it.
arrrrgggghhhh. wad else can i say other than i am IRRITATED? very unhappy! sum1 pls enlighten mi!
" If you cant be a good audience, then you are not fit to be a good performer." As I mentioned yesterday, today is the start of SYF central judging for choir. can say that it is an eye-opener for me. dunno how to appreciate choir, no musical talents la. can only say that i take my hat off to VS choir. in my opinion, they are the best today. they are the last school to perform and they did not let the whole hall down. i was totally blown away! congrats to them for getting the gold with honours award together with RI and Fairfield.
The reason why I wrote the sentence in bold, was because there was this choir from this reputable boys' school which is very good. however, they are a very bad audience. they made a lot of noise, walked around and disrupted a choir performance. their teacher in charge was missing right after their performance. Yucks! i was totally disgusted. even my friends can notice that.
Read my previous entries. "Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run." i read this sentence again and again! it juz struck me because it really happens in my life. not the selfless and kind part, *think that i stilll have a long way to go to achieve this* but the faith in people as well as disappointment. Friends i am not hinting at anyone or anything in particular but sometimes i am expecting people to do that extra bit for me or at least be accomodating for me in a few instances. but disappoinment sets in. i guess i think too much and expect a lot. * but dun worry i am that kind of person who expects a lot of himself much more than of others. * but i dun wan to be disappointed or hurt. maybe i need time to go to that stage.
sigh. again, i am not referring to anyone in particular. dun be offended!
" MANY SCIENCTISTS ARE CHRISTIANS AND THEY ARE EAGER TO FIND OUT THE WHOLE DESIGN OF THE EARTH BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT THERE IS A GREAT DESIGNER OF THE EARTH. THAT IS GOD."
dennis my lifegroup leader coined this idea and i penned it down. thought that it is quite meaningful.
happy that i can finally write my blogs in large fonts and so u poor things dun have to squint your eyes to read my entries. hahah.
happy that i can finally refrain from stepping into a cold-walled camp in mandai for 3 weeks. am attached to go to Singapore chinese Orchestra building to help MOE in facilitating the SYF competitions for choir, band and CO. i mean wow! dun have to go back to camp where arrows fly everywhere, all the time. well can consider this attachment as sai kang but this is some sai kang that i will like very much. instead of things like to go for parades which are very wayang and meaningless. and the biggest carrot is that i can come back everyday! so if u all want to ask mi out during the week, i can finally do so. so hurry! hahaha.
anyway wanna wish VS choir who is performing tmr all the best. :P
oh ya, i hereby wanna apologise ( if u guys happen to come by and read this ). i know that recently some people have been asking me to go out with u all but i am always busy here and there. sorry and i am feeling quite bad but i am really busy. sorry. hahah. for people like e bb guys , wei jian etc. etc.
hmm... going to sleep soon. my new resolution for the next 3 weeks is to wake up earlier at 5 plus to go for a run near my neighbourhood. feel that i need to train since a lot of stupid things are starting to take place in my camp like route marches, soc and icct! yucks!
*pray to God that i will not succumb to laziness and let my bed seduce me*
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darius tan
mjs, vs, vjc, ic
soon-to-be mathematics teacher
hopes to eat less, sleep more, exercise more, have a better relationship wif God and people around me, study and play harder
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